Thanks for helping me find it. 
Some things are so hardwired in my muscle memory that I can't get used to anything else.
Just like I thought I'd like to transition to the dvorak keyboard, but after several decades I know that will never happen.

Some things are so hardwired in my muscle memory that I can't get used to anything else.
Just like I thought I'd like to transition to the dvorak keyboard, but after several decades I know that will never happen.